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long time no post

2007-01-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

its been a long time.....

a long long time....

super long time.....

and i'm tired...

journ

2006-09-27T21:25:00.001+08:00

Suicide after a call

A man killed himself because of a telephone call. The incident happened in Valenzuela city at 5:30pm, the man’s wife heard his husband say “you don’t change your attitude”. Then the man started to shot himself in the head.
The man was identified as Romel O. Dimaano, 38 yr. old, married to Evangeline Dimaano. Dimaano who sustained lone gunshot wound was rushed to Fatima Medical Center but was declared dead on arrival. Investigation resulted to the recovery of one .9mm-caliber Beretta pistol with one magazine and 14 live ammunition and one permit to carry a firearm owned by Dimaano.
The cadaver was sent to PNP SOCO for autopsy and paraffin test.

This is my first crime report…..

*my grade was supposed to be 85% but it has minus three because I just made three paragraphs… Minimum paragraph was 4. So, I only got 82%, not so bad.*

“Rockestra” strikes once again

Rock bands and the Manila Symphony Orchestra once again was a huge hit to the Filipino youth as they perform for “Rockestra II” at the Folk Arts Theatre. “Rockestra” blast off another massive explosion to the music industry. The fusion of Rock and Classic music mark another history on the music industry.
The event featured 6 of the best rock bands in the country today. Things heat up as 6cyclemind started to sang their version of Eraserhead’s “Alapaap”, followed by their original hit “I” and “Sandalan”.
Urbandub, led by Gabby Alipe, sang “City of Sleepless Heart”, “Safety in Numbers”, and their recent popular song “Endless a Silent Whisper”.
Hale conquered the stage with their song “Broken Sonnet”, “Tollgate”, and “The Day You said Goodnight”. Their song serenade women watching as they perform.
Other popular bands are Up Dharma Down, Itchyworms, and the Dawn. Jon Santos also performed as Armida-Siguion Macarena.
Rockestra was made possible with the help of Campus Radio 97.1, MTV Phil. Yehey.com, Manila Bulletin, Odyssey, Timezone, Philippine Star, Juicy Fruit, Sparkle and many more…
The event was a huge success for the music industry and for the Filipino people. Original Pilipino Music rises again for the new generation.

This is my first Feature Article in my journalism class….
*I’ve got 85% for this. It’s not easy huh… we had our journalism class at 7:30am to Professor Liana Barro. Prof. Barro came 8am and just told us to write an article of our chosen beat, and it will be submitted until 12 pm. The only time we could to it is in our break 10:30 to 12pm. It’s enough for me to pass on time than passing nothing and I’m so glad I made it. yeah*

stil cant get out of my head..

2006-09-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

everytime i look at my phones menu i always saw the calendar..... time gets closer and closer...... my 18th birthday is near.... im not hoping for a fantastic debut... but of course im wishing for it..... the month today is September.... october and november maybe the climax of this dream... i wish this dream end not next month but now....

hindi ko pa din matanggap lahat ng nangyayari sa'kin ngayon..... malapit ng dumating ang ama ko..... putang ama.... for almost about 18 years... na wala akong nakasamang tatay.... bakit ka pa magpapakita sa'kin..... hindi ko maikakailang ama kita.... pero minahal na ama wala ako nun.... masakit sakin yon.... kung alam mo lang...... pero wala akong magagawa.... ama kita.... hanggang ama lang.....

movie

2006-09-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

Movie
spongie

The movie’s done once more
The mood sets in with the lights
Let’s wait for them to leave
I was never one for crowds

I look down on the floor
Everything’s undone
Yet we’ve been so much more
Than a full length feature

We long for escape
Let this memory take shape
For the heroes we often see
I don’t know if it’s me
Or the movie we’ve seen
I don’t remember
As well as i
Should

I stay so silent with your arms adjacent
And credits may soon roll away

You have my jacket on
Comfort in my warmth
I’m used to the cold

And I hope you’d agree
How this story should be
How I wish I could change the scenes
I’d write on the next page
An early coming age
For me to tell you
As well as I could

I stay so silent
with your arms adjacent
end credits may soon roll away
could I stay so silent with
your arms adjacent
the vagueness may soon come to light

should I stay so silent with your arms adjacent
as I play my part in our show
forever shall I be the ill-fated eye
forever must I be the one you confide to
forever must I be the pages you need
for you to write all your secrets that you hope I would keep
forever must drive you home late at night
after watching these films that seem to imitate life
forever must I be the opinion you seek
forever will I be the friend that you would keep

ang lufet talaga ng song na to....

tuliro

2006-09-16T19:00:00.000+08:00

Tuliro
frm sponge's new album

Labis akong nahuhumaling
Sabik sa bawat sandaling
Ika’y makapiling
Giliw, hayaang lumapit
‘wag mo na sanang ipagkait
mamalas ang langit

anung nadarama
tuwing nakikita kang dumarating
tuliro, ‘d malaman ang gagawin

at walang sinumang
makapipigil sa akin
at wala nang ibang
makapagbabago ng aking isip
sa’yo

wari’y ‘di ko na malimot
mga galaw
at kilos mo
sa aking pagtulog
at sa panaginip
ika’y mamalagi nang
‘di na muling malulumbay
sa aking paggising

anung nadarama
ngayong sa isip ko’y hindi ka maalis
tuliro, ‘di malaman ang gagawin

anung nadarama
ngayon at nandito ka sa’king tabi
tuliro, ‘di malaman ang gagawin

finally i have my own album of spongecola's transit!!
im so happy!!! i like all the songs... esp. MOVIE, TULIRO, and PASUBALI
spongecola ROCKZ!!! LONGLIVE OPM!!

album

2006-09-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

wala pang Transit album sa SM Valenzuela??
gosh naman.... sa SM North na lang ako bibili

nakakatawa

2006-09-10T14:18:00.000+08:00

long time no post... yeah...
090806
it was fun listening to the album launch of Spongecola at LSFM.hindi ako nakapunta because i have my NSTP the next day....i love their new songs... specially "movie" ang ganda..im planning to buy the album next saturday... siguro may pera na ko nun...kahapon kasi 200 lang money kong dala... eh almost 300 pala siya..kalungkot ahahaha... so ayun! kahit hindi ako nakapunta... masaya ako..makakabili naman ako ng album wahahaha...
090906i went early to school because meron kaming NSTP sa FEU compound..masaya although konti lang yung nagawa... pero atleast bonded na kami niladan, polay, khaye, ekay, and many more...daming nangyari... after that, we went to SM north edsa...wala lang... VP was going to buy sana a memory card for his CP...mahal pala.. ahaha...so ayun... i saw a wow! astig na maya natsume... kaso it was soexpensive... 1200+ siya... ayoko na lang ahahaha album na lang sakin..so, the day ended... it was raining...hindi pa naman masyadong heavy rain nung makarating akosa malinta terminal to rent a tricycle...then someone call my name when i was waiting...then siya pala... si christopher.... pumayat siya infairness..ayun lang share ko lang... wala na kong masabi...ewan ko ba kung bakit natahimik ata ako ahaha...hay, well that's life... maliit talaga mundo naming dalawa...
nakakatawa

that gurl and the atenista boy...

2006-08-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

i was on my way back home kanina...*soundtrippin, asusual naka-headset* and pagsakay ko ng jeepney (recto-malanday) may two CEU girls in my front... ganito kasi yun... nasa left side ako ng jeep.... pangalawa sa dulo *malapit sa babaan* may two PMI students (i guess?) on my both sides... then there was a cute guy (cute talaga?) sa right end side*malapit sa babaan ng jeep* then katabi niya yung two girls... then these two girls may katabing not so good looking guy*i think,taong grasa?* then may isa pang babae siyang katabi...*older than my mom?*...

so lets go back sa kwento... the jeep was along oroquieta(tama ba? basta papuntang tayuman not so far pa sa recto) nung bumaba yung isang girl na taga-CEU.. then syempre naiwan si friend... the guy started to talk to the girl*i dont know what the guy told, kasi nga naka-headset ako at todo ang volume eh* then i saw this guy looking at the girls legs...*eh di ba nga maiksi ang uniform ng mga taga-CEU* i started looking bad at that guy kasi nababastos na yung girl... and i saw this girl na maluhaluha na... naaawa na ako dun sa girl kasi kung ako yun baka siniko ko na yung lalaking yun.... nakakabanas yung lalaking yun... sarap upakan!! pati mga kasama ko sa jeep, naiinis din.... sinisipulan pa niya yung student... so, nakakaawa talaga.... then... yung katabi ko bumaba na ng jeep.... *usually di ba sa jeep kapag may bumaba, your replacing his/her place? *ako hindi ako agad umusog dun sa dulo eh... i let the girl sit beside me... and na-noticed naman niya na hindi ako umusog... buti naman... pero the guy was so maniac talaga!! tama bang bosohan to the max that girl? as in niyuko niya yung pesteng ulo niya sabay tingin sa legs or whatever na gusto niyang makita.... the nerve! nagagalit na din si manong tsuper!!...nagkakatinginan na kami ni manang sa jeep kasi we have the same thoughts in mind*i guess* she asked me pa about the time... ang maniac talaga ng guy na yun!! hinawakan pa niya yung pesteng tootoot niya para mas bastusin yung girl...

tapos, sa monumento.... bumaba na si manang with her companion... before she stepped out of the jeep, she warned the girl "iha, ingat ka ha..." then i started talking to the girl... *nag-aayos pa siya ng bag.. * then i said "may perfume ka?", she replied "ano yun?". i repeated "may perfume ka...? *with matching hand signal*".... then sabi niya "Oo" sabay hanap sa spray perfume niya and pinakita sakin... "spray mo sa mata kapag sinundan ka ha..and then i smile at her..." *malapit na sa monumento circle*

the guy naman sa tapat ni CEU girl... yung guy na nasa dulo ng jeep... near sa babaan... he's so cute!! pero nadismaya ako kasi he notice naman what the ugly guy was doing but wala talaga siyang paki.... bumaba siya when we already passed monumento circle... grabe... then i just saw that he's wearing pala an ATENEO t-shirt!!! shiyeet!!! atenista pala the guy kaya fafaness!! now i know that a atenista guy can ride o a jeep just like an ordinary people... and take note... varsity po siya... *halata eh* pero cute talaga siya... promise...

so lets go back to the ugly guy.... a few minutes later when that cute guy was gone... bumaba na din si manong maniac.. then i said to the girl "tarantado yung mama noh? sarap sipain!! mejo nakalma na kami nun kasi wala na siya... mejo sad kasi wala na yung atenista guy.... *ohhhww?* ahaha... pero mainit talaga dugo ko dyan sa manong na yun!! peste siya... dapat sa kanya ipakagat sa antik yung mata niya o kaya tusukin ng pauli-ulit ng karayom yung mata niya!!! grrrrrrrr!!!

so that's it.... nakakabanas kasi yung mga ganun.... so lesson for today is about chemistry... *duh?anong konek*

CCP event

2006-07-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

...kLariz, jOiE, joie's mom, jEfF and aRni... we just came from Cultural Center of the Philippines. sosyal di ba... pinapunta kasi kami ng dalubguro namin doon for the Philippine Independent Film Festival, and it was great! we were supposed to watch Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros but it was sold out... gusto ko sana yung MUDRAKS kaso ayaw ata nila... pinabili nila ako ng tiket for DILIM... it was 1:30 pa lang and 3:30 pa showing ng Dilim...

so naglibut-libot muna kami... grabe... i was amazed... ang daming magagandang makikita! hindi ako masyadong mahilig sa exhibits pero naAppreciate ko yung mga artworks... haha... *parang hindi tao* hahaha... kasi naman hindi naman kami nagpupupunta sa mga ganyan no.. ahaha..it like it talaga!! tao na ko? wahaha.. but anyways, about dun sa indie film... ang ganda niya... rica(peralejo) was there... tado also and i will never forget that priest!... the film was a bit of drama, horror, comedy, love story?, action and fiction... kaya it was so great! parang gusto ko ng gumawa ng film... (gusto ko ng mag-shift sa film?)ang ganda ganda talaga! hindi pa namin napapanood yung ibang film... isa pa lang yan.... i hope ipalabas siya sa mga cinema... kung maaappreciate lang din ng iba yung mga work ng local filmakers... uunlad tayo... yun na yun!! period walang comma

exam day

2006-07-20T10:37:00.000+08:00

prelim exam

katatapos lang ng journalism exam ko... and madali naman xa kasi nandun yung mga pinag-aralan ko last night... yun lang talaga nireview ko... yoko bumagsak sa jrm101 noh... wahehehe... favorite ko kasi yung prof. (bukod kay sir adv) *now playing: im not missing you by stacy orico*-LSFM wala pa kaming exam sa adv kasi manonood dapat kami ng advertisments eh kaso may topak yung pesteng comp. sa media room... haiz.... wahehehehe... yun muna... oh siya... xiao...

journ daw o?

2006-07-19T21:33:00.000+08:00

i take the quiz taken by mai... and here's the result...

You scored as Journalism. You are an aspiring journalist, and you should major in journalism! Like me, you are passionate about writing and expressing yourself, and you want the world to understand your beliefs through writing.

Journalism

92%

Psychology

83%

Art

83%

Linguistics

75%

Dance

67%

Philosophy

67%

Mathematics

67%

English

67%

Theater

67%

Sociology

67%

Anthropology

58%

Engineering

50%

Biology

33%

Chemistry

17%

i just couldnt believe na journalism pa makukuha ko.... nyak! but mejo ok naman subject ko sa jRm101 namin as of now... makapasa kaya ako? wahahaha kaya yan!

blu skiez

2006-07-15T10:39:00.000+08:00

*coz there will always be a bluesky, a bluesky waiting tomorrow full of... hope..*

waaaaaaaah... nilalamig ako dito sa comp. lab anak ng... ahahahah..... may kwento na nga pala ko.. kaso nasa pc ko eh.... la kasi ako magawa nun.... but nweiz.. post lang ako... ahaha... forum mode

ehemmm....

2006-07-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

"...you can buy bed, but you cant buy sleep"-Prof. Jorge Cuibillas. yah he is right naman di ba... kahit nasabihan pa kami ni kristine (salvador din siya) na natutulog na daw ata kami sa class niya... wahahaha... aba, hindi papayag ang lola mo noh... makabawi nga... *nakahanap ng tyempo* "cno ang nakapanood ng i-witness tungkol sa dokyu ni howie severino? na na-suspended ng MTRCB..." *sabay taas ng kamay* (aba! ako lang ba ang nakapanood? bakit ako lang ang nagtaas? hala,,) "yes, miss salvador.. sandali mga kapatid makinig kayo" *instant storyteller ang drama ng lola niyo* eh kasi sir di ba ganito po yun.. blah blah blah blah........ "salamat sayo miss salvador"-sabi ni sir. janjananan... nakabawi ang lokah wahaha share ko lang.... ahaha...

anyways, may kwento ako...haiz katamad mga type... ahahah.... makagawa na nga lang ng ibang kwento... aahaha... kakatamad kasi magtype eh... may pasok pa pala ako bukas... pasaway tala ako noh...

janjananananan..

2006-06-21T19:51:00.000+08:00

ehammm.... im back... ano na ba ikukwento ko? well..... masaya ako... *yan ang motto natin ngayon... laging magpakasaya...* wait... soundtrip: nowplaying-BLUESKY by hale sa LSFM *7:54pm*,... hep hep... hindi ako hallerz ha... spongie pa din ako... pero trip ko yung bluesky ng hale... nakakarelate ako... ang ganda kasi eh...

amp... ibang topic na... so far.. konti pa lang talaga mga new friends ko sa new block sec ko eh.... nahihiya kasi akong mag-approach sa kanila... para silang nangangain... *joke lang yun* actually halo halong blocks kami... pero bonded na talaga yung iba... new friends ko ngayon...si angel, laarni, ahmmmm feeling ko sila lang... kasi sila yung malakas mangtrip sa prof.. wahahaha.... pinagtripan nga namin ni angel si sir english2 eh... sabi ko kasi kahapon sobrang aga naman ni sir... sabay sabat ng "huwaran kasi noh angel?" nyahahaa...

si laarni pala taga-OLLC din... former school ko yun way back in elementary... o diba... si ate ran gusto kong maging friend... kaso she looks like and she acts like someone i knew... ehem..

sa mga guys naman.... ahmmm ok naman sila.... mga mukang henyo eh... kaya mahirap pakisamahan aahahah.... pero may nag-aoutstand sa kanila para sakin wahahahhaha.....

hephep... tama na... nyahahaha... waaaaaaaah... may writing pa kong dapat gawin... ahahahaha tinatamad ako... toink joke..

da day..

2006-06-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

my happiest day? *maybe*

last tuesday i was late.. remmember? kamusta naman yun di ba..
and today im the first one on the room.. shocks same time lang ako umalis non
waaaaaaah... ahaha...
ahmmm.. where should my story begin?
first subject-JRM101 or news writting and editing
shockz!! hindi ko alam kung carry ko to.. pero iLL fighT!! *go girl*
im impressed sa prof. ko... hindi daw niya feel na prof. siya... *mayabang?* ahaha
my second subject naman is ADV100 or advertising ...
aba sosyalez ito Mr. Barro.... i like him!! ginaganahan ako sa kanya wahaha... inspired?
he is like mr. ondevilla... very humorous... kaya naman gusto ko ang adv. eh wahaha
grabe astig siya!! pramiz!! wahaha professional talaga!! nyahaha...
next naman is of course breaktime... kasama ko si Jeff..
wala kasi si joie eh... we ate at kapampangan... *pangasinan?* ayun.. busog.. ..
then, next subject *12-1:30pm* COMM100 intro to masscomm
aba ang prof namin bago... wahahah pero infairness.. taga probe team siya...
grabe... all of my professors are segment producers na ngayon ay executive prod. na
sosyalez talaga noh!! di ko sasayangin tong sem. na to pramiz... wuhaha...
and the last one... FIL3N my god!! prof ko nung FIL2N
si sir!! wahahhaha.... gulat din siya eh... and grabe ha... natatandaan niya ko... ahaha
and then... uwian na!! *favorite part* janjananan....im so tired..
but i have to meet my mom sa monumento...
yung allowance ko ipapapalit pa nga pala...haiz....
natatawa ako...coz i bought a coke float @ mCdonalds then sa goldilocks ko kinain yun..
*kasama yung fries..* ahaha.... pero paki ba nila? nandun na mom ko eh... so pumasok ako...
bumili naman yung mom ko ng goldi.. yeba.. ahaha *share ko lang*
*skip*skip* we went to the money changer ek ek... *amoy gamot ng instik* ahahaha...
wala.. natatawa lang ako.. aahaha... then we ride on a bus... papuntang SM North..
gosh... i hate the smell inside the bus talaga... i dont want to ride on a bus anymore promise..
well thats life ano bang magagawa ko? tao lang ako ahahah...
janjananan... *skip* n uli...
we are now at Sm north... ayun... lakad dito lakad don...
gadget zone kami... coz i will buy new cellphone... necessity ito para sakin care mo ba... ahaha ako naman ang bibili hindi ikaw eh.. *nang-away pa?*
i really want to buy N7200 talaga... kaso andaming contra... wala na palang stocks nun...
so... we have to choose another unit.. so lakad ng lakad ulit... we saw this N6101, same ng sa tita wena ko..
and hindi daw maganda yun eh... madaling masira... so... ibang unit ulit... ahahahah sasabihin ko pa ba kung anong uni ng cp ko?
wag na... ahahaha... lalabas nanaman ng pagkamayabang side ng aking personality.. yeba! ahaha...
then after we had bought the fone uwia na... syempre ano pa ba gagawin... pagod na kami eh... sakit na din ng feet ko...
my class pa ko tom. and wala pa pala akong assign. *actually habang tinatype ko to wala pa din akong nagagawa eh... ahaha*
feeling matalino? ahaha... o xa cge... tama na.. maloloka na ko eh... ahaha...
oyasumi.. n_n

first day high..

2006-06-13T11:09:00.000+08:00

mY gOd.. first day of class nagpasaway agad ako.... almost 15 mins. late ako.. huwarang bata talaga... so far ayoz naman yung mga classmates ko... few lang kakilala ko eh... ahaha.... pero masaya na din... haizzz...

haizzzz

2006-06-11T19:22:00.000+08:00

its sunday and sa tuesday first day of schooling na... shockiezz the who naman kaya nga newbatch ng mga classmates ko? kasing saya kaya last sem? wahahaha... im so excited na... wahahahawhats new nga ba sakin? ahmm.. new dress i guess.. wahaha... lets see what would happen next...haizz... shockerzz talaga... buhay nga naman parang life... wahahaha

..........

2006-05-30T19:40:00.000+08:00

actually wala namang bago... post lang ahaha... i've got my new schedule for this sem.*ang ganda kaya ng sched ko* i dont have new plans for this sem. yet *hindi masamang plano ha*just trying to fix some things or trying to change something. . . ahaha... yan muna.. tinatamad ako ngayon eh

awesome!

2006-05-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

It was awesome!

I’ve finally watched X-men the last stand. It was great! It’s amazing! The characters especially shadow cat. I love the story. I like jean grey but I was little disappointed when she turned to her character phoenix. The sound effect was good. All was great and fantastic! Now I have to watch The Da Vinci code. Oki.

grabe

2006-05-25T20:28:00.000+08:00

OMG! na-download ko din sa wakas yung 22 by spongecola.... and as always, lagi kong pinapakinggan... hai... dahil akoy nasasabik... sa muli mong pagdampi sa aking labi.... waaaaaaaaaaaaah.... aztig talaga si yael... my goodness....

im shocked sa news

2006-05-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

I'm shocked. . .

Last night, while I'm dressing up my mom told us that our cousin "Len-Len" was pregnant. . .*OMG! is that true?*I don't know what to think... it is like my world just stop for a while. . . maybe 5 seconds?. . yah you may think it's not so a big thingbut for me it is. . she was my besPal for a long time. . pero simula nung lumipat kami ng house wala na kong masyadong balita sa kanya.. .OMG! hanggang ngayon hindi pa din ako makapaniwala. . . gosh.. . . all of us here don't think that this could happened. . . after I'd dressed upmay little converssation kami with our mom. . . hindi ko naman kasi sila mapipigilan na mag-isip sakin na i might do it. . . but i defend myself. . i told them that "i'll never do what my cousin had done" *teary eyes* hay, i feel na parang hindi sila naniniwala. . . ano pa bang explanations ang dapat nilangmarinig para lang maniwala sila saki'n? wala nga akong boyfriend. . . and mabubuhay naman ako kahit wala nun no!

this morning *tulog pa ako* tanghali na pala, , i woke up 12pm? yah 12 nga. .akala ko morning pa wahahaha it's raining. . . yipee. . .i made lugaw and masarap naman daw siya sabi ng mom ko.. hay nako mom ko talaga.. pinapalakas lang loob ko. . .pero malamang nasusuka na yun sa luto ko wahahahahha... joke. . masarap naman eh.. kasi ako nagluto at tumikim. . ahahah so, i started my day so wonderful oh di ba? pero hindi pa din talaga mapipigilan yung issue. . . lumalabas na tunay na kulay ng family namin..and hindi lang yung family ko.. as in buong angkan namin. . . did i post it here? about my family? and relatives?

well, , , wag na lang... n_n

earlier tumawag si daddy. . nakiki-chismax. . . my mom told about the issue. . .and nakikinig kami ni ate keth. . . wahahaha napagkatuwaan namin dad ko... lumalabas na nga ang kulay ng mga salvador. . damay siya wahahaha aba, nagmamalinis pa. . . wahaahahha... so naputol yung usapan... mamaya tatawag daw ulit. . .
so, now we're thinking ng masarap na ulam. .. and guess who kung sino ang mamamalengke. . . ako? wahahaha what?!napagkasunduan na magsopas na lang. . . umuulan eh... masarap ung sopas kapag ganitong season.. ahahah
i went to the market and ayun.. ayos naman ang pamamalengke... nyahahaha sabay bili ng internet kard wahahahhaapagkauwi ko, kausap ni mommy c daddy *mommy and daddy talaga?* haha.. kinausap ako ng dad ko. . . we were talking 'bout the issue. . .and i defend myself sa kanya na he can trust me na hindi ko gagawin ang ganon . . ang i'm thankful naman na naniniwala ang dad ko sakin. .. masaya ako na ganun siya sakin. . . and una naman kasi talaga saki is yung pag-aaral ko. . .sabi nga niya makakahintay naman daw yung boyfriend boyfriend na yan. . . and i said "mabubuhay naman ako kahit walang boyfriend.. saka na yun"and then nagsimula nanaman akong manloko sa dad ko . . and he laugh naman sa joke ko noh. ."wala nga akong boyfriend e.. . pero girlfriend meron tay!" wahahahahahaaa. . .

well. . . i think open na ako ngayon sa dad and mom ko. . . hindi na tulad ng dati na wala akong sinasabi talaga sa kanila about me . . and atleast may natututunan kami sa mag nagyayari sa buhay ng iba . . . kamag-anak man o hindi . . importante dito hindi kami katulad nila . . . and masaya ang family ko *as in kami-kami ng mga mom ko*and financially wala na kaming problem dun. . . ang problema ko na lang. . .. . .

yung sira kong cellphone . . . but ok lang.. my dad promised me na he'll give me money before the first day of classes. . .. yippee...

u never knew

2006-05-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

you never knew

I stand in front of the sunrise today, filled with awe at the beauty that lies before me. I wish I could have at least an idea of what falls beyond the horizon, just as much as I wish the sea will open up to me and eat me whole. Yet the sea seems to bear a somewhat unexplainable message I couldn’t decode. Something perhaps everybody knows about, something I should have known a long time ago just as much.
I stand here between the sun and the sea, both of which existed since time immemorial. I lay still, nursing my cup of coffee that turned cold, as cold as your heart has become and my pack of cigarettes, as stale as my love for you. The love you never knew existed.
The wind blew right into my face, sending shivers to my spine. It gently flew away my hair that covered the tears that I have unconsciously cried for you. I did not notice how strong the wind has become until I felt it leaving a dry saline line upon my face.
Suddenly, like a dream that has been haunting me in my sleep, I see a familiar event flash right in from of me. I could see myself alone in a room crying till there’s no more tears left to cry, holding on to my pillow that has become my faithful companion in the advent of my trying to put you to oblivion. It has never been easy for me to have always fallen asleep with pillows still soaked with tears as I wake up. Yet, you don’t have the faintest idea of these all, do you? You never knew.
So here I am, escaping from the bondage of you. I am a hundred miles away from the past that I am painstakingly trying to mend. This journey is for the part of me I wish to redeem, for no other reason but to put you all behind me. These will be the last tears I’ll cry for you. It won’t be easy, I know. But just as the sun that never fails to rise each waking moment of every day and the sea that forever links one landmass to the other, this decision wouldn’t fail me. You will now be just a past worth smiling about as I think of how much I will be capable of loving another, in time. I did love you, you know. To the point of surrender. But then again, you never knew.You were then my entire universe. Its time you ought to know.

what the hell

2006-05-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

what the hell. . .

i'm not feeling well today. . .

my knees are aching and i can't stand properly. . .

my left hand was numb when i woke up. . .

what the hell is happening to me?

awitin

2006-05-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

Bakit di ko maamin sa iyo

Ang tunay na awitin ng loob ko

Di ko nais mabuhay pa kung wala sa piling mo

Ngunit di ko pa rin maamin sa iyo

Di malaman ang sasabihin 'pag kaharap ka

Ngunit nililingon naman pag dumaraan na

O ang laking pagkakamaliKung di niya malalaman

Sa awitin kong ito ipadarama

La la la la la la

La la la la

La la la la la la la la

La la la la la laLa la la la

La la la la la la la la

Sa awitin kong ito ipadarama

At kung ako'y lumipas at limot na

Ang awitin kong ito'y alaala ka

Awitin ng damdamin ko sa iyo maiiwan

Sa pagbulong ng hangin ng nakaraan

O sa pagbulong ng hangin ng nakaraan

La la la la la laLa la la la

La la la la la la la la

La la la la la laLa la la la

La la la la la la la la

Sa awitin kong ito ipadarama

La la la la la la

La la la la

La la la la la la la la

La la la la la la

La la la la

La la la la la la la la

Sa awitin kong ito ipadarama

'----> this song always reminds me of my true feelings for someone i loved,,, i always hide my feelings for him... for no reason at all... am i insane?

2006-05-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

waaahhh spongecola rockz.... lahat ng category sa myx na kasama sila waaaaaaaaah sila ang nagto-top!! ano ba yan halerz.... wahaahhahaha... sana magcontinue ung pagto-top nila hanggang sa huli... go spongebob... wahahhahaha..... yael rockz... lumalaki na ang sponge community.... kaya di kami papatalo sa mga paos ang boses wahahhaha

hapi fieztah

2006-05-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

haPpY FiesTa hOLa!! yah, wE wEre sUppOsEd tO haVe a bIg fEasT heRe*nEar tHe caVe toinkz nyahahaha*... but mY mOm dOnT wanT tO cELebraTE it *vongazhuzLi cHarozi*hEr rEasOn is bEc. wE dOnt haVE visItors to cOmE... yah sHe's rIgHt.. i aLso did'nt inviTed anYonE... bUt i cOoked... *spEciaLtY?* baKed maCarOni nyahahhaa... but i cant do iT wiThOut tHe hELp Of mY mOm *speciaL mEnTion?* i havE mAnY stoRiEs tO tEll.. bUt i canT posT it aLL hErE...*YunG feaSt mUna, paRa haPpY sTorIes muNa* tHat's iT for tONiGht... *waLa akOng tuLog eh dUe to sOme f*cki'n pRobLems PeRo caRRy kO pa Naman*

damn!

2006-05-08T00:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a hell day....and also today...who the hell will pretend that she is happy...yah im drunk and who cares?we all got our damn problems and we just celebrate it...yah... what a happy family i have....we are all damn f*cking pretenders....

its annoying?

2006-05-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

yeah..... may wire na ko.... wahahahahaha ahmmm... im thinking kung ano ba pwede kong ikwento.... ahmm... as of now, im reading the da vinci code and although 25 chapters pa lang ang nababasa ako.... im so amazed tlaga... *kamuztah nman un db?!* ahmm.... i hane a lot of stories to tell but i dont know where to start.... hai.... basta... im changing na ata.... i felt it... something's bothering me.... and i think wala siyang connect sa attitude problem ko... im so excited na talaga to post my pics nung nasa pangasinan and la union kami,,,.... i think sa sat. ko pa makukuha... waaaaaaah....ahm.... lets talk about lovelife.... YeeHee!! opsssss.... no way.... wala muna sa list un.... ok... wahahah change tpic..... bout spongecola.... ahmmm i dont know kung ano ung next single and excited ako... wahahaha sana 22 n lang... mganda un eh... or neon.... ahahahaaaa...... how bout PBB... yah!! ryt... PBB..... ang fafalicious ni gerald... and matt... i like them both... sa gurls c kim ang bet ko.... she's the girl pare.... wahahahha *naging lesbian?* amf.... kakaloka si gerald..... man of my dreams ba? wahahahhaha iluxon n lang nga.... ahmm..... di ako makapgkwento ng maayos noh?? ang init kc sa room ko eh.... cra ung fan... amfufu... pero hapi ako. kc may t.v and nandito ung comp. wahaahahahahahhha nahahahahha next tym na lang ulit.... ang init tlga.... ahahahaha mwaah mwahh....

1month

2006-04-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

one month na walang post?? aba.... nagawa ko yunbiruin mo.... har har waaaaaaaahhkekwento ko na lang outing namin.... april 22 1am naks excited ang bruha.... punt kami pangasinan beach,,, exactly in san fabian pangasinan..... we're still waiting pa dahil wala pa yung car... amfnesss.... gosh 4am na kami nakaalis ng valenzuela... grabe ha... long story skip na tayo.... simba muna kami samanaoag.... ayun pakabait tayo pls..... nyaahhaa... and syempre.... beach pa din nsa isip ko... harhar..... yan asa beach na/.... *ang bilis magskip* as ussual ano ba ginagawa sa beach... edi swimming na....wahahhaha and nagpatan ang bruha.... wahhahhaha.... *skip na ulit*.. gabi na.... wahahahahha..... bonfire time!!! wahahhahaa..... with matching habulan to the max sa sea shore...... tabuh.... wahahahhaa..... and finally inantok na.....har har......

umaga na!!! yahooo...... sarap ng filing.... umaga sa beach.... pulot ng mga shells... and bato... harahar sosyal.....

skip na ulit ha.....

OPTIONS: baguio or la union?

la union tayo!!! wahahhahahhaha...... la ako pera pangshopping sa baguio eh.... harhar....

dandananan!! here i come la union....

wooow danda ng beach d2.... SEAPARK beach... name it.... mganda.....

wid matching wyt sand.......

tao n ko.!!! may wyt sand!!! ang saya kaya.... dami pa foreigners noh... tourist spot kc xa.... and im glad dun kmi pinunta ng tita ko...... wyt sand wyt sand WYTSAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sulitin na ito dahil uuwi na tomrw. oki.... harhar popst ko next tym ung mga pix namin.... harhar.... lalu na ung sa malaking bato sa boracay

piz

2006-04-29T20:34:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaahh.... tagal ko ng di nakakapost dito..... anak ng futek ala pa pin po kc akong wire....amfnesss....anyways..... anong pinagkakaabalahan ko ngaun?? una... ung baby q... nyahahhahaa charles andrie mwah mwah..... 2nd ung nabili kong da vinci code... har har... at chempue.... ang bahay.... wahahhahhaa.... i miss the skul na po!!! feu rockz..... nyahhahahaa..... and last april 28 nagka eb ulit.... wahahahhaha di ko makakalimutan ang unggoy ungguyan namin ni neko.... wahahhahahaha ang saya...... grabe to the point na papaalizin na kmi ng guard sa shang..... (todamax ba?!) nyahhahahah ang mga pusa nagkakalat...

wla

2006-03-24T15:13:00.000+08:00

di muna ako magpopost ng entries...... next time na lang....... as usual.... sira po kasi wire...., ajejejeje..... but anyways....... masaya naman life...... kahit magulo......

jejejejee

2006-03-21T11:53:00.000+08:00

at last..... last week na ng school..... waaaaaaaaaaaahhh.... am gana mizzzzhouuu ol......

latest

2006-03-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

anG latest??

aLam mO na Ba anG LaTesT?! aahahhahaha i have a story to tell..... ai.... i'll post my speech exam here.... i wrote it..... i dont think its good but its okey naman po..... jaller..... ayoz na yun.... hmmm...... nweiz,,,, i hope na hindi nyo ko makita sa t.V. nakakahiya!!! gosh!! anG kapal ng fez ko.... ahahahah..

pero infairness ang gwapo talaga ni lauren dyogi...... crush ko na siya...

jajajjja

2006-03-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

-----> anG cUte di ba??? that morning yung tatlong nsa left.... mga nag audition sa PBB teens.... o di ba.... ang taray...... wahahhahaah...... masaya nman pala eh..... wahhahahahahhaha over qualified daw sabi ni fafa lauren...... ajejeejjej....

jejee

2006-03-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

----------------->
one big happy famz!! ajejejejejjeje

fic

2006-03-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

anG kuLet nOh?? wahahahahaaha...... kulang pa kami nyan noh.... di pa kumpleto..... waahaahhahah...

frenLi frenz

2006-03-14T21:28:00.000+08:00

picture picture!!

<-----anG pamiLya baTumbakaL..... ahakx!!! asTiG nG pic.!!! panG soap opera!!*tide family* ahahahahhahahahaaa kailangan pa bang i memorize yan?

jst nothing...

2006-03-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

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jang geum.... waaah astig.... ang ganda talaga niya no? favorite ko yung jewel i the palace eh.... ang ganda nga story lalo na yung love team nila ni ji jin hee.... wahehehehehehe.....

<----------------pose..... yan si madam choi.... nyahahaha joke..... este ganda... opsss..... wahehehehe joke....... *kapal muka* well well well.... as of now.... may kumakanta sa kapit bahay kasi may bday.... langya.... lasing ata..... *sarap batuhin ng kamatis* kinakanta niya ang walang kwentang cueshe.... sana lang di siya pumipiyok.... bwahahahahhahah tawa..... wahahahahha yan pumiyok ulit..... *hoy wag kang maingay may naglalaba* wahahahhaa.... nweiz.... yaan na natin un.... whats new? hmmmm.... wala naman.... im just writting for my final exam in speech entitled "my unforgettable past" whats with this composition? hmmm.... a little part of my life asusual..... hahahahaha...... i cant help but laugh about the frustrated singer in the neighbor.... siyet!! magpatulog ka.... wahahahahha

alipin

2006-03-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

alipin

Di ko man maamin

Ikaw ay mahalaga sa akin

Di ko man maisip

Sa pagtulog ikaw ang panaginip

Malabo man ang aking pag-iisip

Sana'y pakinggan mo ang sigaw nitong damdamin

[Chorus:]

ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi alam

aaminin ko minsan ako'y manhid

sana at iyong nariring

sayong yakap ako'y nasasabik...
Ayoko sa iba

Sayo, ako ay hindi magsasawa

Ano man ang iyong sabihin

Umasa ka ito ay diringgin

Madalas man na parang aso't pusa

Giliw sa piling mo ako ay masaya

[Chorus:]

ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi alam

aaminin ko minsan ako'y manhid

sana at iyong nariring

sayong yakap ako'y nasasabik...

[Coda:]

Pilit mang abutin ang mga tala

Basta't sa akin wag kang mawawala
Ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi batid

Aaminin ko minsan ako'y manhid

Sana ay iyong naririnig

Sayong yakap ako'y nasasabik

Pagkat ikaw lang ang nais makatabi

Malamig man o mainit ang gabi

Nais ko sana iparating na ikaw lamang

Ang siyang aking iibigin

jang geum

2006-03-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

Jewel in the palace

Summary

A very long chronicle of the adventures, ups and downs and the struggles of Jang Geum to regain the honour of her parents' name and later on how she became from a skilled cook to a widely recognised skilled lady doctor and becoming maybe the 1st female official and the King's personal physician in the olden days Korea, something unheard of back then. By the way this is a true story but as usual, got some artistic license also. For one the real Jang Geum it seems was never a palace maid or skilled cook but rather maybe a nurse. She never had any love affair with anyone called Min Jung-ho who existed back then and apparently, she did marry the King but most websites did not mention this so I am not sure how true it is. Her name was not mentioned much in the records most probably because she was a woman therefore her achievements were denied a place in history. For more on this, check out Interesting History.

Plot

I do not know where to begin so I guess I shall begin like how this series began.A palace guard was one told by a fortune teller that he would one day meet 3 women whose fates would intertwine with his own. The first he would have to kill though he didn't want to. The 2nd would die for him even if he did not wish so. The 3rd would cause his death but will in return save lots of lives. And so the story begins.

The one he killed though he didn't want toThe palace guard was ordered by the then King to kill his Queen for reasons I am not quite sure since I missed the first 30 min of this series. I was informed by netizens that the King wanted to kill off his wife for meddling too much into politics OR for visiting her son whom he barred her from doing OR that the Queen was a busy body causing a lot of problems and scandals. Anyway he killed her by orders but he was forced to live in exile like a criminal as a result.

The one who would die for himThe story then shifted to a palace maid who saw a fellow palace maid who would later become Lady Choi putting some unknown substance into some gravy. She reported this to her superior but was instead later accused of having an affair with another palace guard which was forbidden.Why was it forbidden to mingle with palace guard? Simple. For one, no inter office relationships so to speak. But more importantly, palace maids are supposed to be the King's women. They were meant either to become maid until their death or for some lucky few picked by the King to be concubines. The King was also free to sleep with them without conferring any titles so every palace maid knew she was the King's woman, meant only for him.

She was thus sentenced by their own internal investigative team (which was illegal since no secret punishment can be meted out on anybody) to drinking poison. Her best friend, later called Lady Han tried to save her best friend in vain. She then in the last minute managed to put some counter poison in that bowl of poison which wad forced into the poor palace maid's throat and then thrown out and left to die. Lady Han thought her best friend died and withdrew herself from mingling with others and lived with regret whilst Lady Choi succceded in her first mission for her Choi family and caused the death of her friend. She too lived with regret but reasoned that she had no choice.

Who is the Choi family? They have been controlling the kitchen in the Imperial palace for generations. This time it was Lady Choi, who will later be succeeded by her niece, Kam Yeong. Lady Choi and aided by her brother, a dirty businessman Choi Pan-Sul, in trying to maintain her family's influence in the kitchen had to do many things to get to her position and once in position she had to safeguard the interest of her family by doing dirty deeds for big time officials, such as Oh Gyeom-Ho, a very corrupted high ranking official.

The palace maid was later rescued by the exiled palace guard and through many harrowing moments, he fell in love with her but was afraid to tell her so because of what the fortune teller said. But the palace maid had no place to go and decided to follow him and together they ran away in exile in Korea and married but lived in constant fear that they would be discovered. The palace maid fear that Choi will find her. The palace guard was afraid that he would be arrested.

During this time a new King was crowned who proved to be the most violent King in Korean history, or so the story goes. He was actually the son of the murdered Queen and he vowed to find the guard and those involved in her death. So that was why the palace guard had to hide as some lowly citizen.

What is a lowly citizen? It is interesting to note that during that era there existed a caste system in Korea. Sons of high ranking officials will inherit the position and will have the privilege of going to school and learn to read and write. These officials would include palace maids and palace guards. Ordinary citizens would not have that privilege. But girls are not allowed to go to schools, but I am sure they're allowed to be privately tutored. In that era also all books were written in the Chinese language. Not sure about the spoken language though. The Chinese influence in their literary life was very strong. And like Bowie Lam narrated, poor people did not have the resources, time or privilege to learn the Chinese language so many were illiterate. When you know how to read and write, everybody would know you come from a good family. It was much later that the country undertook a huge makeover in the written language in what was to become the current Korean written language which is in much simpler form so that even the most ordinary citizen could learn to read and write. It is also interesting to note that lowly citizens could not become palace maid or if they do they'll become low ranking palace maids. Daughters of high ranking generals and officials would be picked to become palace maid since palace maids may become a concubine.8 years later they both had a precocious and intelligent but highly rebellious daughter named Jang Geum. She was always off to learning how to read and write in schools and playing with officials' children eventhough she was forbidden to do so and she never understood why, so she took a lot of caning from her mother. Her father was more flexible and later she was home tutored. But tragedy struck one day when she was going home with her father and saw some martials arts troupe. She begged her father to perform and he reluctantly did so and people insulted him saying he was a lowly citizen and should not have won. Jang Geum tearfully revealed her father was really a palace guard and not some lowly citizen and this was heard by some guards passing by who was looking for her father. During that era, everybody lived in fear as the then King in an attempt to avenge his mother's death took to killing a lot of innocent people and respected officials and he was also a sex addict since he took on so many palace maids no one was left running the kitchen! Anyway Jang Geum last saw her father being dragged away and she ran home to her mother who quickly packed and left to follow the father's trail. But they never saw him again.

At the meantime, Jang Geum's mother had no choice but to contact Lady Han who was very relieved to see her best friend alive. She didn't know the existence of Jang Geum but Lady Choi knew, but thought Jang Geum was a boy as she was dressed like one. Lady Han agreed to help but it was too late. Jang Geum's mother was pursued by the guards and a killer and in a last attempt she surrendered to the guards but the killer got to her first and she was shot by an arrow. She ran away with Jang Geum and before she died she wrote Jang Geum a letter narrating her sad life story and in a cave told Jang Geum to become the Chief of the Imperial Kitchen, to retrieve a cooking notebook she hid in the imperial kitchen, open the letter she gave Jang Geum and to write her life story in the book inherited by the Chief for generations after generations. Jang Geum tearfully agreed and her mother died. Jang Geum buried her mother under the stones in the cave and walked to a nearby village where she earlier encountered a very greedy woman who asked her mother for money when her mother asked where the guards were taking the prisoners. She ended up befriending the woman's husband, Kang Deok-Gu who would later become her surrogate father. The woman liked her and she was allowed to stay on.

Why the Chief of Imperial Kitchen? Of all the women in the palace, palace maids are considered a class above the others (except for concubines but they even snub the new concubines) and of all the palace maids in the palace, the ones controlling the kitchen, especially the King's kitchen is considered the highest ranking so to speak. They have their own chambers, their own assistants who have their own assistants. Food is considered very important in the imperial days, since good health comes from good healthy food. So the one dictating and cooking for the King is of the highest rank. There is one who controls the entire palace maids but the ones in the kitchen are considered of almost equal rank sometimes. Controlling the kitchen also meant controlling the goods supplied to the imperial kitchen, and prices for salt, pepper, etc so that was how Chois made their fortune for many generations. They can also use their influence to poison some concubines or cause miscarriages. It is a highly political position for a woman without many knowing she is involved in politics. And she remains in that position until she gets killed, sacked or dies from some disease. No one is allowed to die in the palace except for the royal family. So whoever sits in this position gets to inherit the cookbook passed down by the previous chiefs and also can write their live story in the book as a reminder to all. The Chois were then controlling the kitchen.

The one who would cause his death but save many livesSo we know Jang Geum is the 3rd predicted woman but it was only like 60 episodes later how she saved many lives.

Anyway 2 years has passed and Jang Geum is now 10 years old and living with the Kangs selling wine. Kang Deok-Gu is also somewhat like a chef for the King although he supplied wine to the imperial palace. Jang Geum was obsessed with finding a way to enter the palace but couldn't because she is not from a noble or official type of family. But she got her chance one day when she unwittingly became embroiled in the biggest coup of that time to overthrow the current evil King (the one who caused her father's death but we never get to see him).

She was asked to deliver some wine to this prince at his residence outside of the palace I think. But she was given very specific instruction by I think Oh Gyeom-Ho's man on how he should drink the wine. The message was actually to tell the prince that they will kill off the current King and instal him as the new King. When Jang Geum saw this prince who would become King Jung Jong (I suspect in his early 20s) who had a palace maid sitting next to him, she immediatly knelt down and begged to be taken into the palace. The Prince was surprised by her eagerness and was even surprised by her ability to read the labels on the wine and was able to articulate his worries very well. He didn't want to become King but had no choice. She left and later on a palace maid and took her into the palace, much to the displeasure of Mrs Kang who didn't want her to go.

And so she began a new phase in her life as the palace maid in training. In there she would meet her best friend, the timid Yeon-Saeng, a good friend who would become her arch enemy, Keum-young (nice of Lady Choi and very much favoured to succeed her and a few years older), her ultimate enemy Lady Choi who was then not yet the chief of kitchen and her mother's best friend who was appointed as her teacher/guide but both didn't know who each other was.

Many months passed as she received her harsh training from the cold but fair Lady Han and she impressed everybody with her intelligence. Keum-young became her friend and she found out Keum-young was in love with an older 15 year old scholar who just passed the imperial exams as no. 1 in the list but we never knew who he was until later. Whilst Jang Geum faced many adversities, she impressed Lady Han enough to soften a bit towards her but not much.At the meantime the old chief of kitchen had to leave because she was sick and a new person must be appointed. Lady Choi was then too young to take on the position so the chief of the maid, with the ranking known as Lady Qi Jyu schemed with Lady Choi an appointed someone who wasn't that much into politics and was old and therefore disposable later. They apppointed Lady Jung who was then happily and in a carefree attitude taking care of the sauce department. She reluctantly agreed to the position, knowing full well she would be a puppet to the Chois and Lady Qi Jyu. But she is someone who hold fast to the her principles that politics and food should not mix and for the next decade or so she battled with the Chois and Lady Qi Jyu to regain control of the kitchen.

Then 10 years passed and we see Jang Geum as a shy but tenacious and pretty 20 year old girl. Her friendship with Yeon-Saeng became more like sisters and she is on friendly terms with Keum-young who by then was gaining a reputation as a capable chef. By then the power struggle for the kitchen was on as Lady Jung was getting older but try as Choi could do, she could not dispose off Lady Jung because the King liked Lady Jung and her stories. And Lady Jung used this fact to set the rules right; before she retires she wanted to hold a competition to appoint a new chief that is based on talent and not influence. Her mind was set on Lady Han who did not want to get herself involved in politics as she was still distraught over the disappearance of her best friend, that is Jang Geum's mother.

At the meantime Jang Geum was facing worse and worse obstacles as her cooking abilities got better and better. It started mainly with a Golden Chicken segment where the Golden Chicken Keum-young was taking care of (a gift from the Ming King) disappeared and Keum-young had to leave the palace to buy a new one. Jang Geum followed along and they both went separate ways looking for the chicken. Keum-young found hers thanks to her uncle Choi Pan-Sul but Jang Geum was late because she encountered some people attacking some more people and a young man was hurt and fainted. That man was Min Jung-ho and Jang Geum took hours to take care of his wounds and left behind a gift (pen and sword) given by her late father, without realising it. When Min Jung-ho woke up he went in search of the owner but didn't know who until much later. Jang Geum meanwhile returned to the palace very late, and Geum-yeong was distraught that because of her Jang Geum may be expelled from the palace since no maids are allowed out of the palace except on holidays. But Jang Geum was never expelled because Lady Han and Lady Jung both agreed to cut salaries to make sure she stays and Jang Geum was very grateful but she had to go and work in the "Inn of Many Hazzards" (I swear, that is the literal translation but I could be wrong) where it is considered a fate far worse than being expelled because that is an herb plantation which never produced anything for many years. But Jang Geum after some heavy duty crying refused to give up and went on to clean up the place. There she met the chief of that plantation Jeong Woon-Baek who was formerly an imperial doctor. The doctor was actually suffering from heart disease and refused to work because he didn't see any point to it until he saw how Jang Geum went about and successfully planted some expensive herbs that he began to work harder and vowed to cure himself. Meanwhile the plantation was near the training camp of the imperial guards and many times she bumped into Min Jung-ho but he didn't recognise her. In what is this series inconsistencies, she recognised him (but later the story changed - see my comments below) but didn't say hi. Anyway, in recognition of her success, Jang Geum was allowed back into the kitchen. But before she left the doctor gave her a letter to be delivered to the librarian of the imperial library.

She did and there she met again Min Jung-ho who was the librarian plus scholar plus palace guard plus secret spy who was checking out Choi Pan-Sul and Oh Gyeom-Ho. Anyway the letter asked the librarian to give books to the bearer of the letter as she is an avid reader. Min Jung-ho was impressed by her thirst of knowledge and so he lent her many books, mostly medical books which was how she learned many things. It was during this entire process that Min Jung-ho fell for her whilst she too liked him. But when Keum-young found out about this relationship, she was incensed with jealousy because the boy she loved was Min Jung-ho. Knowing she could never get his heart, she vowed to help her auntie to gain position as the chief of imperial kitchen, but reluctantly and tearfully so. So her first duty was to place some curse thingy into the kitchen so that the Queen could not give birth to a son. Lin Sang was Keum-young was up to something, Jang Geum silly her was busy looking in the kitchen for her mother's special notebook hidden in the kitchen which she found but the next day I think the cursing thingy was found and Keum-young and Jang Geum were arrested. Jang Geum knew it was Keum-young but Keum-young denied it and accused Jang Geum. That was really the end of their friendship. Anyway they survived and I can't remember how. Then there was a segment on how Jang Geum lost her tasting ability when she tried to find the cause of the young princess' illness and how she regained it back.

Once back into the kitchen, from thereon the story shifted to how Choi tried to wrestle the position from Jung. But Choi didn't get it that Jung had the support of the King and she proposed an imperial competition between Choi and Han for the position. But of course that got a lot of opposition but Jung also got the support of the Queen. So the competition was held for a course of many days on various aspects, they win some they lose some and Han was very disappointed that Jang Geum became too arrogant in her ability that they lost in one of the competition and Han sent Jang Geum away but later took her back in. Anyway final day came and Han and Choi were supposed to cook for the King, Queen and Empress Dowager but Han was kidnapped. Min Jung-ho went to save Han whilst Jang Geum had no choice but to take her place, secretly. She cooked and she won some she lost some and in the end Han was rescued, she came back but Jang Geum won the competition thanks to the King's support and in the end Han became the new chief. Choi was angry and managed to stage a coup to blacklist Han saying Han didn't cook the foods herself. Han wanted to give up but Jang Geum told her not to in memory of Lady Jung who left the palace a sick woman and died outside the palace. Han then went to the Queen and the Empress Dowager and proposed a deal; that a new competition be held between herself and Choi and if she wins, she will get complete control of the kitchen which includes firing certain people. The Queen agreed and the competition was to be held on a theme of cooking rice. The judges were the kitchen helpers themselves, those who opposed Han and Han ended up the winner because she managed to make the rice the way each every individual liked as she remembered each of their tastebud. So Han was the new chief for the 2nd time and she didn't fire anybody. But to ensure the safety of the kitchen, she banished Choi and Keum-young and Yong Non to another department but Choi was planning Han's downfall.

During that time Jang Geum and Han found out who each other were. I can't remember how but their reunion was a tearful one and Han saw Jang Geum as her daughter and Jang Geum saw in Han her mother.Anyway, the downfall of Han. The opportunity came when Han cooked the King a duck soup, using ducks from a village. The King fell ill for some unknown reason, Choi used this opportunity to fuel the scandal and Han was accused of collaborating with a Qiu Chong Ngan (name something like that - which we never meet - a high ranking official who was having some power struggle with Oh Gyeom-Ho) and even Jang Geum was arrested. Tests were carried out and the ducks were proven safe for consumption though the ducks were drinking poison so to speak. Kang Deok-Gu did his tests and proved the same. But when one palace maid ate the duck and fainted (this was planned by Choi herself)but the medical department refused to recognise their own inability to find the cause to the illness and therefore blamed it on the ducks. Han and Jang Geum were banished from the palace as slaves to Cheju Island. Yeon-Saeng was distraught and begged to follow Jang Geum whilst Choi officially became the new Chief. When Min Jung-ho heard what had happened, he ran off to Cheju Island in search of Jang Geum and Keum-young was heart broken. Because Min Jung-ho abandoned his post, he was supposed to be punished but his benefactor, another high ranking official quickly asked the King to give him a title (as in a job) in Cheju Island and he became the chief guard there. On the way to board the ship to Cheju Island, Lady Han could not take the torture anymore and died whilst whispering to Jang Geum she will meet Jang Geum again in the palace. Jang Geum was so distraught she didn't want to go on anymore. But once there Min Jung-ho became her source of inspiration to live on and her desire to return to the palace to avenge Lady Han's death was her way of dealing with her pain over the loss of her 2nd mother.

Why Cheju Island? Cheju Island back then was what Australia was to England you know. Criminals are banished there in that secluded Island. I mean not that bad what since they can have their own lives there although banished from mainland but people from the mainland can enter the island.

Once there Jang Geum tried many ways to escape but failed. One time she was locked inside a shack with another woman, Jang-Deok who told her to feign illness and run to the beach and quote her name to escape. She did but instead she was arrested. She then found out Jang-Deok was actually the island's famed lady doctor and this lady doctor, harsh as she was took a instant liking to Jang Geum and gave her an opportunity to return to the palace; that is by being a nurse. So Jang Geum became her assistant and learned about medicine whilst Min Jung-ho accompanied her.

Why nurse can go back into palace? Jang Geum is a slave, lower ranked than any ranks. So she and Min Jung-ho can never ever ever marry because he is of higher rank. She is not supposed to even look into his eyes when talking. Anyway, the only way a slave can go back into the palace is by becoming a nurse. And talented nurses are routinely picked from various states for training in the palace every few years. They can only enter when someone else leaves though.

3 years passed. By now Jang Geum was very skilled but suffered a major setback when she was learning acupuncture and she nearly killed the lady doctor herself. So she had lost her confidence. Then Min Jung-ho had to leave Cheju together with the lady doctor to attend to some medical problems in some other place and the Japanese then attacked. They wanted a doctor to heal the illness of their commander and Kang Deok-Gu who was there to visit Jang Geum quickly said Jang Geum can cure him but he didn't know Jang Geum's problem. When Jang Geum refused, the Japanese threatened to kill Kang Deok-Gu and Jang Geum panicked and agreed. She almost couldn't do it but with shaking hands and the lives of the few citizens in the Japanese's hands, she did and the commander was ok. Later that night Jang Geum got a message that Min Jung-ho was back and will attack the Japanese and she led them to an open field and they were all arrested. The island is saved! BUT Jang Geum was arrested for saving a Japanese and branded a traitor and was taken to the mainland. Min Jung-ho's efforts were not recognised as Oh Gyeom-Ho's men took credits for themselves but the lady doctor asked a high ranking friend to write a letter to the King who angrily ordered Oh Gyeom-Ho to release the nurse AND to award Min Jung-ho.

So Jang Geum was on her way back to Cheju Island when she bumped into Jeong Woon-Baek (I am not sure of his full name since not frequently mentioned but I assume this is him) who by now returned to the palace as the palace imperial doctor. He knew there would be some nurse selection process coming up but he didn't tell Jang Geum because he didn't want Jang Geum to use medicine for revenge. He didn't see her fit to be a nurse. So Jang Geum left but on her way she met a sickly young astrologer when she was busy attending to Lady Han's grave by the sea who was buried on this boy's land. She managed to cure him. This young astrologer was her first patient who believed in her and when she asked why he believed in her he said "I knew from the reading of the stars and my fate someone would cure me, I didn't know it would be you".in gratitude to her saving his life, his father agreed to care for Lady Han's grave.

Then she found out there was a nurse selection process and she managed to pass with flying colours though I think she failed the interview session when that doctor, Jeong Woon-Baek asked her if she was treating her enemy what would she do? She couldn't answer him but she passed anyway.So again she entered the palace again but as a nurse but life as a nurse was hard.

How come life as a nurse can be so bad? Apparently food is even more important than medicine! I think as a nurse she is free to marry but she can't marry Min Jung-ho because they work in the same place and because she is still considered a slave or maybe a bit higher rank. So she can only be his second wife. He is not married by the way. Anyway nurse had to wash feets, massage the maids and worse still, act as companion to some men in some parties, the Malay translation equated their roles as "prostitute"! Anyway a nurse is supposed to assist the male doctors. There were no female doctors by the way. Their assistance is much needed when they're taking care of sick women, Queen, etc except the King. They're there to take instructions and to act as instructed by the doctors. Like nurse but they too must have medical knowledge.

First of, the training doctor, the morose looking Shin Ik Pil did not like Jang Geum. He felt that she was too arrogant to be trained and did not have the ethics as a doctor as she simply administered medicine on the young boy though she cured him. But she convinced him she was ethical and through much hardship she passed her training.

She was then a nurse and she was shocked to see Geum-yeong as the new chief of kitchen and Lady Choi the new Lady Qi Jyu (the old one was banished from the palace thanks to the scheming Lady Choi). Everybody was shocked to see her and she met Yeon-Saeng again who by now was the forgotten concubine of the King (he saw her crying for Lady Jung and Jang Geum one day and took an instant liking to her, took her as his concubine but never visited since because Lady Choi did something that was not told and prevented his visits of her and he also forgot about her). Yeon-Saeng was leading a terrible life, and she was not even respected by the lowly maids. But Lady Min (a young Lady who was looked upon highly by Lady Jung and Lady Han but not banished by Choi into doing mundane duties because she backed Jung and Han although her assistant and her own philosophy was don't get into politics, stay out of it to lead a happy life but she got embroiled when her loyalties lie with Han and Jung) was there to comfort her. Jang Geum was told every day Yeon-Saeng would pray near the sauce pots and everybody laughed at her, thinking she was praying for the King to visit her but in actual fact she was asking Lady Jung (who was her mentor before she became chief of kitchen) to bless Jang Geum and her early return into the palace. They had a tearful reunion.

Jang Geum also bumped into the King's trusted eunuch (I think he is an eunuch but he is also the chief of internal security and administration - he has little power as he had no influence but he is a good man who truly is loyal to the King) and he remembered Jang Geum as the palace maid. He promised to help her since he was fond of Lady Jung and Lady Han and so Jang Geum asked him for his help. One night the King visited Yeon-Saeng and thereafter she became pregnant.

At the meantime Jang Geum was gaining reputation as a competent nurse when she came head to head with a jealous nurse, Rie who was actually secretly working for the former Lady Qi Jyu and she was trying to please Choi and Geum-yeong to gain their trust and later their downfall to avenge for what they did to Lady Qi Jyu so the first thing she had to do was to get rid of Jang Geum when she did not tell Jang Geum when they were in a village caring for the sick peasants in a widespread plague no one knew the cause of that they were abandoning the village and closing the village. So Jang Geum was left behind and Min Jung-ho rushed into the village to rescue her but couldn't leave. The angry peasants wanted to kill Min Jung-ho but Jang Geum begged them to believe her, to let her cure them and so she sent Min Jung-ho away for medicine when in actual fact she wanted him to leave the village. When he realised what was happening, he rushed back but found Jang Geum locked in a shack by the angry villagers and the village was set on fire by the orders of the King. He rescued her and they confessed their love for one another.

Meanwhile after some investigation, Jang Geum successfully found the cause of the massive plague that was causing the citizens' to suffer which turned out to be food poisoning. Choi didn't believe her that veges can poison people so Min Jung-ho challenged her to eat the vege which she did and she fell ill, much to the chagrin of Geum-yeong who was hoping Jang Geum was wrong. Jang Geum and Min Jung-ho So Jang Geum had to administer needles and she was tempted to kill Choi but she didn't. Geum-yeong asked Choi why she allowed Jang Geum to administer the needle, that wasn't she afraid she would kill her and Choi interestingly replied "I wished she had".

When Jang Geum left Choi's room, she finally understood the wisdom of the lady doctor's advice some time ago; the lady doctor became a doctor so that she can one day meet the official who took her mother away and made her his concubine so that she can kill him but instead she didn't when she met him as a banished official at Cheju island, very sick also. The lady doctor told Jang Geum to forget her hatred and to embrace medicine, to learn and to save lives. Jang Geum saw the light of this wisdom and vowed to learn medicine to save lives, putting aside her hatred for Choi.

But it all doesn't end there. Choi wanted to get rid of her because she couldn't rest with her there all the time. By the way by that time plus 3 years before she already knew Jang Geum's identity but couldn't kill her because Jang Geum is like famous you know. She couldn't bump Min Jung-ho off because Keum-young threatened to expose them (that was how much she loved him). Keum-young was angry because of Min Jung-ho basically. But Choi did all she could, every little thing she blamed it on Jang Geum but bigger fish needed to be fried.

Oh Gyeom-Ho was sick of the Chois. At the instigation of former Lady Qi Jyu, he wanted to get rid of Choi and control the business. At the meantime the King fell ill again, and this time Keum-young and Choi were blamed. Oh Gyeom-Ho took this opportunity to get rid of them whilst the medical department's head (as in Chief medic) refused to own up to the fact that he didn't know what was wrong with the King. Jang Geum investigated as she knew this was same symptoms as like before. So she got the Queen' permission to enter the royal medical archives to see the Queen' medical records (forbidden for women to enter) but she instead stole the King's reports one by one and copied them. Soon Choi found out and proposed that she be killed for it. The eunuch of the King tried to help but to no avail. The Queen was disappointed that Jang Geum lied to her. So she was bundled off and was rumoured to be killed. But as Min Jung-ho knew, he went to the Queen first and begged her to spare Jang Geum's life. The Queen made a pact with Jang Geum; find the illness and cure the King or simply, die! So Jang Geum went out and found several patients like the King's illness and found the cause. But she was not certain although by that time the chief medic proposed a different medicine. The Queen followed his advise amid pressure from scholars why should they listen to the nurse. But the King got worse. Jang Geum proposed for her to check the King's pulse, and Min Jung-ho swore that Jang Geum will cure the King. So Min Jung-ho was dumped into prison and Jang Geum given a chance to feel the pulse. She went into investigation though every step the scholars kept complaining and one day, the King became blind. But she found the cause (which was arsenic due to the natural environment - nobody was trying to poison him - which was why the King was always sick) and cured him. The King was grateful and in the process Choi and Keum-young were saved. But that was not the end of it as investigations revealed the corruption in the palace and with regards to what happened to Lady Han. So Keum-young was sacked and before she left she gave to Jang Geum's her mother's letter which she took many years ago, Lady Choi commited suicide, Oh Gyeom-Ho was banished and Choi Pan-Sul could not withstand the torture died on his way to become a slave in some island.

Lady Min was appointed the new chief of kitchen based on her cooking skills.But new crisis emerged. Jang Geum was asked by the Queen to ensure the natural death of the crown prince (who was dying of heart disease but don't know when) but Jang Geum refused. When the King asked her what the Queen was up to, she refused to say. So in the end she begged Min Jung-ho not to ask question and to elope with her and he agreed. And so they ran.

Why the Queen wanted her own son to die? The Crown Prince is not her son. The King had another Queen who was banished many years before as advised by his officials for reasons I do not know. The new Queen has another son, a younger one. The thing is Queen and concubines are not allowed to stay in the palace after the King dies. Whoever is the mother of the King is free to live in the palace, the rest must either live with their sons in the sons' home OR if no children then go and become a nun. This is of course different from the Chinese system. So the Queen to ensure her position wanted her son to become King.But Min Jung-ho's benefactor and mentor caught up with him and told him to go back. Jang Geum went back but found out she was to be conferred the title of King's personal physician, much to the complaints of the scholars. She didn't want to become his physician because that would be disrespect to her teacher, Shin Ik Pil who felt he was to be beneath his student and felt very inadequate and told Jang Geum he would not help her.The King thought for a long time and decided to give Jang Geum a title of 9th ranked official but it was protested. The more they protested the more he increased the ranking and finally Jang Geum was to become an official of the 6th ranking. More protests from the Empress Dowager who told his son "If you wanted her by your side, by all means take her as your concubine". The Queen thought everybody misunderstood the King but when the King found out Jang Geum was the little girl he once met and never quite forgotten about her thereon, the King was smitten with Jang Geum. So when Min Jung-ho found out the King's intention, he didn't know what to do. Jang Geum was lost and Min Jung-ho can't fight the King over a woman. The King knew they were deeply in love but he loved Jang Geum by then. He felt he could talk to her and felt at ease with her. In the end Min Jung-ho begged the King to allow Jang Geum to continue practising medicine and he was willing to be punished with the disrespect of falling for the same woman. Min Jung-ho said this was the way he would show how much he loved her.

Why Jang Geum cannot be a concubine? Kinda defeat the purpose of her being a doctor in the first place, logically speaking since as a concubine she can't practice medicine.The King thought long and hard and in the end met with Jang Geum and confessed he loved her and it was a wonderful feeling he had never felt for many years since the banishment of his first Queen. But he said he will allow her to practice medicine and will not make her his concubine but she must remain by his side forever, and that was his way of showing how much he loved her and he begged her as a man to allow him to do so. Due to pressure by the idiotic scholars again, the King banished Min Jung-ho to some faraway land as the scholars thought Min Jung-ho betrayed them and influenced the King in appointing Jang Geum as personal physician. And Min Jung-ho and his descendant will not be allowed to inherit his title until the passing of 2 Kings.The medical department, by way of Shin Ik Pil was willing to listen to Jang Geum's orders as they did so when there was an outbreak of measles (or maybe chicken pox - in Chinese Tin Fah so I really do not know what it was) whilst the Queen did not mind Jang Geum at all as Jang Geum saved her beloved son from that Tin Fah outbreak.So the King appointed Jang Geum as his personal physician, gave her the title of the Great Jang Geum and made her an offical of the 3rd ranking. No more protests as the King was very decisive in this and Jang Geum tearfully said goodbye to Min Jung-ho who told her to practice medicine well.For a long time Jang Geum took great care of the King and became his confidante. She became the Health Minister in a way by proposing measures to up the health of the citizens. Many still disliked her and criticised her but she remembered the words of Min Jung-ho that "People may discriminate, but books do not" and she found comfort in the books and her memory of him.Then the King became gravely ill. She wanted very much to cut him up and remove some part of his intestines to save him but the King refused. He was thinking of her safety because he might live but if he were to die Jang Geum would be executed. By then he was deeply in love with her and he ordered his internal security to take Jang Geum out. Jang Geum didn't know what was going on but she was reunited with Min Jung-ho and the King's last dying order was for Min Jung-ho to take Jang Geum to China as this was the only way to ensure her safety as he could no longer fight the scholars and ministers and he could no longer protect her. He also apologised to Min Jung-ho for putting the blame of his decision with regards to Jang Geum on him and he thanks Jang Geum for being there for him. Jang Geum was shocked but she insisted on going back to the King as by then her feelings for him was of deep gratitude.

You mean she loved the King? No. She loved Min Jung-ho but she was indebted to the King's belief in her abilities and you could say given time she may be in love with him, who knows. When everybody was protesting about her, the King believed in her and never wavered in his belief in her. Moreover his one last act as the King to ensure his safety was that of a man deeply in love with a woman.But when they reached nearby notice board they saw all citizens crying and found out the King has died. Jang Geum wanted to go back but she was stopped by the guard who told her it was the King's last dying wish. Min Jung-ho had to practically dragged her away and they ran.Another 8 years passed by. They were now married and blessed with a daughter who was as precocious and intelligent as was Jang Geum, only more annoying. Anyway they had to constantly run from one place to another to avoid arrest as Jang Geum was always treating illnesses everywhere. But one day came when Kang Deok-Gu came looking for Jang Geum and came across the little girl who reminded him of Jang Geum but he took no more notice of that.Meanwhile in the palace after the King died, he was succeeded by the sickly young King who also died and now succeeded by the Queen' young son. The Empress Dowager has since died and the Queen became the Queen Dowager. Yeon-Saeng was allowed to stay on as the Empress Dowager knew the King did liked her very much. Yeon-Saeng became very brave and inform the Queen on Jang Geum's whereabouts and the Queen quickly told her guards to take them back and return to Min Jung-ho his title since 2 Kings have died. Jang Geum got back her ranking and she met and said hello to all her friends. All those old grudges were gone and suddenly everybody was smiling happily. She also met with the Kangs and she acknowledged them to be her parents and respectfully call them her father and mother, both were touched by Min Jung-ho and her gesture.But Jang Geum begged the Empress Dowager to allow her to practice medicine outside. Knowing it was also the King's dying wish the Empress Dowager allowed her to do so and so Jang Geum, her husband and daughter left and she encountered a pregnant lady in a cave dying from difficult childbirth. She performed a revolutionary surgery (which the King refused 8 years before) and saved both mother and child.The series ended with Min Jung-ho narrating something along the line that this was a woman who never took no for an answer and one should never tell her no as she was so much ahead of her time.

THE END.

muk mok

2006-02-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

ang pag-ibig ay hindi isang laro.

ang pagmamahal ay hindi naipapakita sa pisikal na anyo

bagkus ay nararamdaman ng bawat taong in-love.

pero bakit ganun?

kung sino pa ang nagmamahal sya pa ang laging nasasaktan?

lahat tayo pwedeng masaktan ryt? nakakaazar di ba?

tapos yung mahal mo, may mahal ng iba.... *ouch*

hndi mo naman msasabi sa taong yon na mahal mo sya dhil:

a. natatakot kang mapahiya (db?!)

b. hndi mo alam kung pano saabihin *praktis ng praktis, kapag tym na hndi na un ung piraktis*

c. natatakot ka, baka iwasan ka na niya *nakakailang db?!*

d. close fren mo xa

e. may gusto sa kanya ang fren mo *hmmmmmm... sounds familiar*

f. may iba na xang gusto

may iba namang tao na kapag nalaman na nilang may gusto ka sa kanila ay:

a. hndi mo na xa makausap *neng, pipi ka ba? n_n\m/*

b. hndi na sayo tumatawag

c. ndi na din nagtetext *baka nagtitipid, pang date sayo o bc bchan lang charoz*

d. di na kayo close tulad ng dati...

e. naiilang na kag tinitignan mo.... *bka malusaw tsong*

f. iniiwasan ka na niya.... *typ ka ayaw lang umamin* wahahahha

g. sasamantalahin ka, na aaktong parang kala mo kayo na..... *huh?*

marami talagang konsepto tungkol sa LOVE...may mga taong mas gustong itago ang nararamdaman... *i cant deny it... im one of them* *hirap kaya nun*at meron din namang prangka. basta eto lang ang mahalaga....huwag nyong sayangin ang luha nio sa taong walang kwenta sa mundo..... nyahahahhahaa

2006-02-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

COLLIDE

howie day

The dawn is breaking

A light shining through

You're barely waking

And I'm tangled up in you

Yeah I'm open, you're closed

Where I follow, you'll go

I worry I won't see your face

Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find

You and I collide

I'm quiet you know

You make a frist impression

I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the stars refuse to shine

Out of the back you fall in time

I somehow findYou and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to ryhme

Out of the doubt that fills your mind

You finally findYou and I collide

one night my phone rings....... *tenenenent tenenenent tenenenentent* clariz buksan mo radio mo.... *i turned the radio on...* that song is playing... *tears fall*

c yael ang tagapagtanggol

2006-02-24T20:33:00.000+08:00

nakwento ko na ba na si fafa yael ang bagong tagapagtanggol ng na-aapi?? paano nagyari yun at bakit? *nabasa ko lang sa yahoo groups* -----> kasi habang kumakanta si yael sa UP FAIR ay may nakikita siyang guyz na nagrarambol, syempre nasa stage siya kaya malamang na makita niya yon.... habang kumakanta daw ay sumigaw siya ng "PEACE" n_n nyahahha.... tapos daw ay hindi pa din naawat ang mga nagrarambol.... kaya may hindi magandang nasabi si yael...... *di ko alam kung ano yung sinabi eh....* tapos.... yun!! waheheehehe tumigil ang lahat.... wahehehehehehe ang tanong..... totoo ba na nangyari to?? waheheheheheh kung may koment mag taG lang po ha.... wahehehehe...

ang isang bagay na di ko makakalimutan-----> har har har..... ano ito at bakit?? yung filipino 2 at si sir cuibillas..... nyahahhahahah nagreport kasi ako..... halos 1 week na postpone yun.... so nakapaghanda handa pa ko sa speech ko.... nyahahhaah and the time comes.... janan!! nag-outshine ang lola mo.... waheheheeheheh pinuri pa ng prof mong akala mo lahat ng bagay mali... wahehehehe perfectionist kasi.... first time kong magsalita sa harap ng mga new classmates ko.... pero di ako kinabahan.... wuuuuhoooo.... tao na ko..... kasi lagi na lang akong kinakabahan kapag may oral speech kami sa speech subj. namin eh... pero nung filipino na di ako kinabahan... wahehehehe lagi kasing on the spot ung speech eh.... buti yung fil. hindi... waheheheeh.... ang speaking of speech..... from 2.75 naging 1.75 ang grade ko..... wooooooohhhh ang saya..... 100 kasi score ko sa midterm exam eh... kaya pumasa.... weeeeeeeeeeeeeh..... englishna lang ang problema ko.... saka yung defense dun..... sana manalo kami,,,,, waehheheh......

happiness belongs to me...

2006-02-20T20:26:00.000+08:00

i want to find my happiness..... but where?! what?! and who??? new gadgets? cellphones? i-pod? disneyLand? eK? huh..... that guy?! whhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaa...... but how?? guyz help....

breakaway..

2006-02-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

\m/ rock on philippines! and rock on world.... nyahahaha... kakauwi ko lang galing concert sa school..... MOJOFLY live at FEU n_n.... astig ni Luugi!! ang GAnda niya..... i wanna go to UP FAIR pero wala akong kasama..... kaya nangtyaga na Lang sa FEU Fair... waheheheheheh...... *now.playing=Break away* n_n ang saya ko..... highest sa math? nanaman? wahahahhahahah...... asteEg..... *haggard*

BreakAway

Grew up in a small town

And when the rain would fall down

I'd just stare out my window

Dreaming of what could be

And if I'd end up happy

I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out

But when I tried to speak out

Felt like no one could hear me

Wanted to belong here

But something felt so wrong here

So I pray (I would pray)

I could breakaway

[Chorus:] I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly

I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky

I'll make a wish

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun

But I won't forget all the ones that I love

I'll make a wish

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze

Sleep under a palm tree

Feel the rush of the ocean

Get onboard a fast train

Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)

And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors

Swinging around revolving doors

Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but

Gotta keep moving on, moving on Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings

And I'll learn how to fly

Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye

I gotta take a risk

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun

But I won't forget the place

I come from

I gotta take a risk

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

simply beautiful.....

2006-02-16T00:18:00.000+08:00

"your simply beautiful" nyakz....... ako ba yung sinsabihan?? may nabulag nanaman ata ako..... hala.... wahahahha..... pero infairness.... todo palakpak ng tenga ko..... nyahhahahha...... adik ung nagsabi,..... nakaimom ata.....

tickle

2006-02-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

Congratulations, Clarissa!Your IQ score is 115

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Precision Processor. This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve math or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

--->based sa iq test namin sa psychology nyahahahahah adeeeeeek!!

------>mY Latest pic. nasa photo gallery ko yan.... wahhahahhahhaha picture picture... at the gate two underneath the bonggambilla there.... aw! n_n

i'm so happy!!

2006-02-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

oh my god!! i cant believe na matatapos ko ung termpaper!! ang henyo ko.... wahahahahah charoz.... my valentine was so happy..... although wala akong date.... masaya pa din!!! nyahahhahahha.... dahil kung nakipag-date pa ko edi hindi ko sana natapos ung termpaper.... oh da ba... n_n ang sarap ng feeling.... waheheehhehe...... rest na lang kulang sakin.... wahahahhaa.....

midterm, 14, chris

2006-02-10T15:26:00.000+08:00

midterm.......katatapos lang ng english and psychology exam namin...... eto..... buti yung ibang nabasa lumabas naman sa exam..... kaso, mukhang bagsak pa din eh........ bukas mas matindi na.... waaaaaaaaaaaaaah..... sabog na utak ko...... so far..... ang life eh ayon...... tuloy tuloy pa din......wahahahahaa...... lapit na 14 noh??

Lia Cruz

2006-02-10T15:20:00.000+08:00

----------->

Lia Cruz.....

yael's gF?

waaaaaaaaaaaaah...... di bale, siz ko naman yan ehh..... oh may angal?? magkamukha naman kami noh..... wahahahahhahaha isang tabo lang lamang nya sakin..... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh paero di pa din eh...... gf siya ni yael??? pano na ko??

wahahahahahha

echoz...... n_n pizzz lia

YaeL's phOtos n_n

2006-02-06T18:25:00.000+08:00

its mE YaeL!!

donT dare copy them!!

<----asTig?! yah!! may mas aasTig pa ba jan?! wala na!!

<------ where did vincent van gogh? wahahhaha.... ang cute ng smile ng asawa ko!!

mahal ko yan!! wahahhaaa

<--astiG mo

yaEL!!!

is that for real?

2006-02-06T17:57:00.000+08:00

guyz are asking me to go on a date?? but,, i have classes on feb14... will i go with someone? but who?? i have to choose... (naks, may pinagpipilian) there are three guys asking me to go out... hmmmmmmmmm..... heller? be happy friend!! go with someone!! be happy!! but before that,,, finish your termpaper muna noh..... study first before boylets ok?! n_n

febuary.... month of...

2006-02-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

febuary na!!!! panahon na naman ng waaaaaaaaahh.... love? wala naman akong ka-valentine kaya icecelebrate ko siyamg mag-isa..... wahaahahha..... and malapit na ang midterm exam, pasahan ng termpaper.... kaya hindi na rin siguro mapapansin na valentines day na.... wahahahhaha ganyan talaga pag-loveless.... buti pa sila...... huhuhuhu.... pizz-out....

22 bY yaeL yrAzTorsa YuzOn

2006-01-31T11:39:00.000+08:00

Halika na
Iyong lunurin ang problema't kalimutan
May tanong pa ba?
Di na kailangang mag-isip
Dahil bughaw ang ating langit
Malapit na
Akong matunaw
Puso ko't damdamin ay sumisigaw
Dahil ako;y nasasabik
Sa muli mong pag dampi saaking labi
Pagkat/hanggang ngayo'y hinahanap-hanap parin
Ang iyong tamis
Sa tuwi-tuwina
yeah
Ito na ang sandali
Asahan mong makikinig ng walang maliw
Di na kailangang itago ang nadarama't magduda
Matagal ka ng naiinip diba?

astiG

kunG hei fat chai......

2006-01-29T15:11:00.000+08:00

still searching on a new and improved skin..... also im not finished doing mg shit termpaper..... but still, im happy studying.... my favorite subj.? literature(kasi wafu si siR eh) polsci? speech..... and math!! nyahahahah why math? wala lang..... kayabangan lang..... ako kasi palaging highest sa mga quiz eh..... wahahahahhahaha.... biruin mo yon?last quiz ako lang ang pumasa samin? duh? ako pumasa? pero kahit ako lang ang pumasa... hindi ako satisfied sa score ko.... pasado ka nga, 60% lang score ko..... eh yun kaya yung passing grade.... masaya ako kung 80% man lang yon..... waaahahhahah mag expect daw ba ng mataas...... pustahan pa, hindi pa ko nag aral non.... wahahhahahah shit ako no? ang yabang.... wahahhaha... pero pa-humble pa din ako sa mga classmate ko... kunwari nakikiramay sa kanila..... para di sumama tingin nila sakin..... kahit na sa loob loob ko....w ooooooh!!! ako lang ang napasa!!! adik ako!!

malapit na ang midterm exam

2006-01-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

hai... as usual..... may mga bayarin na naman jan..... like.... and tuition.... waaaaaahhh sa friday na pala yan!!! nampucha naman........... hai..... yesterday, nasa school si bamboo..... sana si yael na lang no?! nyahahhaha.... and i've got hot pics of yael nga pala.....

oh di ba? hanep!! yan ba ang badinG?!!!

wahhh...

2006-01-20T11:07:00.000+08:00

yung english ko di ko pa alam kung matatanggap ni mam yun.... hai...... friday na naman...... ang next friday..... nandito ang bamboo.... astig!!! after class namin yun kaya pwede akong manood!!! slamman na!!!

waLa n kO maGawa!!!

2006-01-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

ehehehehhe...... triP mOdE..... pOst LanG..

wAAAAAAH!!!!

2006-01-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

ayoko na!!!!!!!!! kainis naman kasi si mam pai eh!!

abOuT maRc

2006-01-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

kUnG maPapanSin nYo... sIno yUn?? wahahahha waLa LanG.... iSa YAng sikRet na MaLufeT.... hinDi.... si MArc.... chULAhLah kO..... wUla LanG....... sHare kO LanG.... atLeasT paRt siYA nG bLoG ko..... LaB akO niYAn eH..... FangeT BA unG cHUlahLah? maGAnda nMan divaH?!

merry?

2005-12-25T08:13:00.000+08:00

this is our first christmas na wala c ateh eLen.... dun sila sa parada*lupang di malingunan* and sa new year naPLan kami nila nanay na dun na lang magnewyear...,.. o ha masaya...... pero d pa din ako masaya,..... wala c papa eh..... hay..... 13 years..... 13 years na di ko pa siya nakikita...... magseseventeen na ako!!! naman...... ang tagal na pala ah.... hay.... ayoko ng magtype.... naiiyak na ako..... baka umakyat pa si nanay eh.... tama na nga.... muaaaaaaaaaaah!!! lab ko kayo lahat!!

its good for nothing...

2005-12-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

hai.... ano na nga ba sasabihin ko??

merry christmas hoLLa!!

2005-12-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

christmas na naman!! yahOO!!! at bdaY ko na din!!! nyahahhahaa..... anG saYA!!!! nyahahhaha.... sana masaya lahat ngayong pasko!! tulad Q!!!!

stickwid u

2005-12-03T11:03:00.000+08:00

Ohhh.. Oh Oh..
I don't wanna go another day So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind Seems as like everybody is breaking up and throwing their love away But I know I got a good thing right here That's why I say (Hey)
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
I don't wanna go another day So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind See the way we ride, in our private lives Ain't nobody gettin' in between I want you to know that, your the only one for me
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
And now, ain't nothing else I can need And now, I'm singing.. 'cause your so, so into me I got you, we'll be making love endlessly I'm with you, baby you're with me
So don't cha worry about people hanging around they ain't bring us down I know you, and you know me and that's all that counts So don't cha worry about people hanging around they ain't bring us down I know you, and you know me and that's why, that's why I say
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

nyahahaha kakatuwa

2005-11-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

tama ba nman yan huh

FAfa kO...

2005-11-26T11:19:00.000+08:00

nyahahhaha..... nakita ko na uli xa.... c fafa sadang.... nyahahahahaa

sandalan!

2005-11-19T11:12:00.000+08:00

Kanina pa kita pinagmamasdan

Mukha mo'y di maipinta

Malungkot ka na naman

Kanina pa kitang inaalok

Ng kwentuhang masaya

Parang sayo'y bale wala

Sandali nga

Teka lang

May nakalimutan ka

Di ba't pwede mo kong iyakan

Sige lang

Sandal ka lang

At wag mong pipigilan

Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit

Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang

Sandal ka lang

At wag mong pipigilan

Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit

Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin

Andito lang ako naghihintay

Lagi mong tatandaan

Di ka naman nag iisa

Andito lang ako

Makikinig sa'yo

Sa buong magdamag

Sa 'kin di ka bale wala

Sige lang

Sandal ka lang

At wag mong pipigilan

Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit

Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin

Sige langSandal ka lang

At wag mong pipigilan

Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit

Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang

Sandal ka lang

At wag mong pipigilan

Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit

Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang

Sandal ka lang

At wag mong pipigilan

Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit

Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang

di ko alam sasabihin ko....

2005-11-19T10:54:00.000+08:00

hai..... another fight..... regarding my devil siz..... (ai, mas devil ako dun!) wahahahha nweiz,, wag nang pagusapan un.... lang wenta yun.... sayang lang effort sa pag tatayp.... eheheh.... may kwento ako about my new classmates..... nakakatuwa sila.... grabeh.... and masaya ako sa knila.... hai... pana panahon..... tinatamad n kong maytype.... pagod ako lagi..... hai....

ang LiiT ng mUndO!!

2005-11-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

hai,,,...mukhang ang layo ng title sa isusulat ko.... at novena toh.... naisip ko lang.... oo nga private school ako ngayon nag-aaral pero bkit ganon?? hai.... peste..... kwento ko na lang ateh ko.....

d namaa ako galit kay andrei pero naiiniz ako kc buti pa c ate.... peste xa!! sobra na!! gastos na nga ni daddy ang kasal nia pati ba nman binyag ng anak nia?? e pano na kmi ni ate keth?? nyetah naman.... d ba nia naicp na nag-aaaral pa kmi?? at sutsot xa ng sutsot sa dad ko?? buti pa xa khit wala kming pera natiis kong mag-aral sa public high school para lang sa pakiusap ng mom ko.... putang ina ng asawa nia...., ngaun lang uli ako magmumura at ayokong umiyak!! punyetang buhai to..... mawala n sana xa sa buhai ko!!! cursed u ate!!

kung cno ang nakakaalam... malai kO

2005-11-08T15:13:00.000+08:00

matagal na kong nagbabalak na magQUIT sa clan na pinasukan ako at hanggang ngayon d ko matuloi tuloi,,,, still, naka-pending pa...... pero may nag quit nang isa.... at naunahan pa ko..... susunod n kaya ako??..... naiiniz din kc ako sa kanila eh..... kung cno ang nakakaalam malai ko....

sPonGcOLA...

2005-10-30T17:49:00.000+08:00

hala nasa SM val pla ang sC ngayon.... sayang... di na ako aabot... sayang kainiz...

happy haloween!!

2005-10-30T17:46:00.000+08:00

haloween again..... ang its time to come back to my home sweet home "ang simenteryo" nyahahahahahha.... charoz... hmmmm...... saka na nga lang ako magkukwento... after nov. 1

HapPy oR saD?

2005-10-26T17:04:00.000+08:00

choose between the two.... i havent sleep since yesterday and i dont know why?... till today, i havent felt sleepy...hai... i dont know what to do.... and still my mind is floating somewhere... hey!am i crazy?? nyahahhaha what a damn question....... i havent found the answer yet.... i hope i can sleep tonight..... xiao!!

oh mah gULai..

2005-10-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

anO n Nga ba ung isUsUlaT kO? eI wer em I? ang cHuvanEss... yOkO maG-EnGliSh... d bagay.. hmmmmmmmm..... iLL tell u wat happened... today... 5am>>i woke up... my Chaddie woke earlier than me?? am i that lazy to woke up?? ussually i woke up 12noon[thats natural so dont ask..] hmm.... bet. 5-6am>> dont ask wat i did... i just stared at smthing.. thats all.. 6am>ye! fav. hobby... eating.....hey! better hurry gurl! toni's waiting! col tym 7 am!!...6:30am>>rush!! 7am>>at LRT1 dey making siksik at me.... huhuhu 7:30am>>hey gurl!! pilipino tym!!! nyahahhahha 8-9am>>"fall in line!!" said manOng..... wahhahahhah with matching a huge mic.. 9am>>sa wakas!! i can get my COR... nak ng.... 10am>>looking for other classmates"mj, wer r u??yuhoo?" 11am>>we went to a salon..."aba! c toni nagpa-haircut?" 12pm>>>GUTOM N KO!!!!! hala tuloi ang alai lakad,..... 1pm>> hai... thank god....[im enrolled.... may change pang 1thou!! yahooo!!!! [wanna buy new dress??] 2pm>>thankz nsa hauz na din...... and thats all what i can share... today,..... harshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i just want 2 include walanghiya ung hindi nang-aya nung bay break!!! an daya nio!!! huhuhuhuhu n_n luv ko kayo.... mwaaaaahhh

is this THAT?

2005-10-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

i know magulo ung question,,,

does it mean,

headache?

light pain?[ano un?(embento lang)]

isang matinding

brokenheart?

havi'n a chOice, maki'n though Decision..

2005-10-24T19:52:00.000+08:00

ai! ang gulo...

so anyways.... walang kinalaman yang title sa

isusulat ko ngayon...

ang saya!!!

enrollment knina!!

walangya!! wala kming gnawa kundi

maglakad ng maglakad!!

kapagod...

hai....

miz ko na mga taong importante sakin...

hai....

saka...

hai....

feeling ko... ang haba ng hair ng siztah mo!! wahahahha

wala nmang fafa eh.... wala lang

feel ko lang....

care mo ba?

UNA

2005-10-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

Una

Muli nanamang umihip sa akin

Ang hangin ng pag-iisa

Liwanag kang dagling sumilaw sa’king

Mga mata nilingon

Sinusundan Dumdalas ang minsan

Ika’y nar’yanAbot tanaw

Kahit walang dahilan

Maiiwasan ba

Ang bawat sandaling ika’y laman ng isip ko

[maiiwasan bang]ngayo’y lilipas na nang hindi kita nasisilayan

magkamali sayo

nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na

[maiiwasan bang]

lalung mahulog sa’yo

walang maitutulad sa sumpang iyong nilikha

putulin man ang tali ay sadyang walang kawalasa pagkaakit

na nanalangin at umaasa

GustO konG pumunTA nG GiG!!

2005-10-20T21:07:00.000+08:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhaaaaa

wala kong kasama!!!

waaaaaaaaaaaah!!!

nakakainiz!! nu ba yan!!

anong pesta na!!

anak ng linta!!!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!

spongecola un!!!

kelan kea magcoconcert sa

araneta ang mga un??

basta mahal ko c ysmael!!!

un na un!!! wahahahahha

soundtrip!! jeepney

wala lang..

2005-10-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

mga bagay na pede gawin ngaung sembreak

listahan ng utang...

1. magbabad sa pc
2. manloko sa phone
3. tambay sa bhay
4. matulog??
5.wala lang... makinig sa cd player
6. magsalita mag-isa
7. mag mukang loka loka dahil sa beybi ko/namen[prince andrei].... wahahhahaa
8.manood ng PBB!! nyahaaha
9. wala
10. amboring!!!
11. la n ko maicp
12. gusto kong manood ng corpse bride!!
13. harry potter!!!
14 asan na ung i-pod ko!!!
15. hala naging wish list ba ito??

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

bukas na...

2005-10-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaaah.... kuhaan ng grade!!

yan ang lagi kong kinatatakutan....

wahhhhhh....

ayokong pumunta ng sul tom.!!!

yari ako kapag mababa ang grade ko!!

waaaaaaaaah...

kinakabahan ako sa filipino...

kc nung midterm un ang hndi ko nakita....

at malamang na un ang pinakamababa...

waaaaaaaaaaahh....

help!!!

waaaah sembreak nah!!

2005-10-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

ui.....

ang lungkot pla noh....

sembreak nga....

kulong nman d2 sa bahai...

para kong preso oh.....

walang mgawa.....

hai....

tapos last few days lang

may gumugulo sa isip ko....

hai....

naiiniz n ko....

d ko alam gagawin ko....

hai....

buhai.....

ayoko sa kanya....

pahamak xa eh....

hai........

pero...

hmmmmm wag n nga lang....

im shocked!!!

2005-10-10T17:18:00.000+08:00

i cant believe tatawag xa...

buti ako ang nakasagot ng fone...

kung hindi yari ako ke mamu....

bkit??

anong rason...

para saan bkit pa xa humihingi ng sorry??

hndi ko n nman tlaga kailangan un eh...

nagwa na nia....

nakasakit na xa....

pero....

bkit gusto ko pa atang bigyan ng

2nd chance??

ganun ba tlaga ako ka tanga ha??

oh... bulag lang talaga ako??

pls help me....

d ko alam ang sasabihin ko....

at alam kong tatawag xa mamaya...

anong gagawin ko??

shud i kip him??

o papayag akong magpaloko??

FEU UAAP CHAMP!!

2005-10-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

woW FAntastic tLagA anG TAms!!!

wAHhhhaah

i WAs TheRe @ the BiG DomE nG manalO cLA!!!

im CrazY!!! oH mY gOsh!!! anG GaLinG nG perFOrmanCe niLa!!! IdOl kO tlaGA c aRwinD anD MArk ISiP!!

sObRAnG hapI akO na Isa aKO sa MGA tams!!! wahahahhha....

unang nOOd kO ng finaL sa UAAP

aT unanG taon kO bilaNg tams...

wahahahhahaa

ang saYA!!!

anD naSa LOweR bOx pa kmI!!! wahahhaha

anG saYA....

maGKAKa concert samIN!!!

anG yayaBAnG pa TAlag nG taGA-LAsaLLe!!!

laOs nNAman Ung Cheer NIla eh...

wahahahhahaha...

anG sayA!!!

GO fIghT TAMARAwS!!!

fOrever!!

wOw

2005-10-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

aus.... may nagview nG profile ko...
c ano.... nyehehehe
crush ko un eh...
parang c mR.perfect na ewan...
hmmmm...
prospect nanaman.... nyahhaha
cute nman kc tlaga eh....
and mukang mabait...
crush ko tlaga xa....

ayoko naH!!

2005-10-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

hai........
bat ba gnito buhai ko ha...
letche nman o.......
nu ba yan......
mahal mo ba ko??
tell me??
ha...
naiiniz na kxe ko eh........
d ko alam kung mahal mo tlaga ko....
mukang d nman eh........
obvious na....
tama na pwede ba?????
ayokong umiyak ng dhil sau......
d ka karapatdapat iyakan...
pero bkit tumutulo luha ko??
peste...
hai............
i hate ol of u!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gusto ko ng......

2005-10-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

gusto ko ng lalaking magmamahal skin ng totoo...
ung xa lang ang makakaintindi skin....
malamang walang ganun........
gusto ko ng taong hmmmmmmmmm...
thoughtful.......
magsasabi ng swit words na hndi kacnungalingan
[madalas ganyan ka!! lam mo kung cno ka!! puro ka salita!! i hate u!!]....
mahal ako.... un lang..... period!!

kso....

mukang malabo eh....

wala nmang nanliligaw skin.....
eh pano mangyayari un.....

sbi nila mahirap daw makuha ko ung bagay na un....
kc..... nmimili ako ng taong gusto ko...

eh sa totoo nman...
khit cno nman ok lang skin eh....
basta nandun lang xa lagi sa tabi ko at hndi nia ko iiwan...

='< lagi nman akong iniiwanan eh....
malas lang talaga ako....

wala lang nagmamhal skin..... un na marahil un....

haiii

ang buhai nga nman

2005-10-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

bakit ganun....
madalas magagalit ka sa mga taong d man dapat....
db? tulad neon... galit ako sa intong lahat!!! mga anak ng putek.,...
ewan nman kung bkit....
mabuti nman ako sa mabuti.....
eh.... bkit kinasusuklaman ko kayo....
punyetah.....
ayoko nah....

waaaaaaaah

2005-10-04T19:07:00.000+08:00

hai anu ba yan
kainiz..... ala ng tiket sa finals...
panu yan....

waaaaaaaaaah
ka buwiset....

hmp!!

kainiz pa ung final exam putek...

ka iniz na araw to!!

wala n kOng magawa...

2005-09-28T10:00:00.000+08:00

ehem....

ang cute nung nkita ko

2005-09-28T09:07:00.000+08:00

nyahahha,.....
although im not feeling well
eh atleast nkakita akong fafa's sum wer out der...
wahahhahaa
ang cute.... dpat pla ng-lrt ako knina eh.....
nyahahhaha.....
aun lang......
ang sakit ng binti ko.....
nabugbog......
grabe hai......
d ako makapaglakad ng maayos....
pero aun lang....
nkakatamad nman ngaun..... alang magawa...
hmp..

Takeshi

2005-09-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

2loy parin ang pag suyo sa iyo

kahit na di mo napapansin na naryan ako

kahit pa pag sa telepono iniiba ang boses mo sasabihing wala kah

chorus

kahit anung mangyari 2loy parin

kahit na..ang hirap mo namang ligawan

ang daming pagsubok na dapat daanan

daig ko pa ang sumali sa

takeshi's castle...

kahit pa... di mo sinasagot

ang lahat ng sulat ko'y basura sayo..lalu nah.. sa mga kaybigan mo

naging libangan ng ipahiya ako..

chorus2

kahit na magmukang tanga 2loy parin..

kahit na..ang hirap mo namang ligawan

ang daming pagsubok na dapat daanan

daig ko pa ang sumali sa takeshi's castle..2x

lindol at kanyon handa kong labanan

kahit alambre handa kong daanan para lang manalo sa iyong

takeshi's castle...(ang hirap mo)5x

I love you Goodbye Nina

2005-09-25T22:24:00.000+08:00

Wish I could be the one

The one who could give you love

The kind of love you really need

Wish I could say to you

That I’ll always stay with you

But baby that’s not me

You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you

Promise you forever,

baby that’s something

I can’t do

Oh I could say that I’ll be all you need

But that would be a lie

I know I’d only hurt you

I know I’d only make you cry

I’m not the one you’re needing

I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can

Find some way to understand

I’m only doing this for you

I don’t really wanna go

But deep in my heart

I know this is the kindest thing to do

You’ll find someone who’ll be the one that I could never be

Who’ll give you something better

Than the love you’ll find with me

Oh I could say that I’ll be all you need

But that would be a crime

I know I’d only hurt you I know I’d only make you cry

I’m not the one you’re needing

I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone

Is the hardest thing to do

When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh, I don’t wanna leave you

Baby it tears me up inside

But I’ll never be the one you’re needing

I love you, goodbye Baby,

it’s never gonna work out

I love you, goodbye

hai

2005-09-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

ang galing tlaga ng tamaraws!! wuUUUOOOOO!!!
nyahahhahhahaha......
hai....... alang magawa....
bukas may pasok nnman..
lapit na finals....
hai.....
pasado nman kea ako??
nyahahahha.....
wahahhahaa